Disguise

Have a good look at him,
Happy as he can be,
Walking with his friends,
While putting on a show.

Is he really cheerful?
Is he that happy?
Pretending to fit in,
Perfect in disguise.

Confused about his feelings,
Clouded by delusion,
Hidden behind fantasies,
His identity disappears.

Think i have gone rusty. Haven't been writing this stuff for a long time.

That's what i saw when i have a look at a mirror.
Hmm... Guess i saw a little of anti-social in myself again.
Need to get rid of it.

If only it is as simple as erasing the drawings and start all over again.
"Hi, my name is no longer Pretend. i am now Truth, nice to meet you"
Well, i can always resort to a month of isolation.
Who really knows i am gone? Hahaha... i am just kidding myself..
Will be up sooner or later.

Calv out! (but not gone)