Hippie from the 70s
Jeremy's 70s Darth Vader
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Yes! My hair is finally longer than yours!
Darth Vader in college, Bachelor of Darkside
i wasn't thinking at all
William, he will hunt you down!
One bite and DIE!
Calv out!
Nowadays i really hate to fall asleep.
i keep dreaming.
Dreaming about the same thing over and over again.
If that is Hell then i am going through it.
Everytime i close my eyes drifted to sleep, it happens.
That is why i don't have enough sleep.
i just laid down waiting for time to pass.
i wonder if i can get rid of this horrendous dream.
My parents are not around, even until sundown today.
Images of it flashes, even when i am awake.
i shivered, goosebumps all over my body.
Am i at fault? Is this guilt?
They say it has nothing to do with me.
If only i go with it, things might change.
i thought it was fine, i thought wrongly.
Bloods on my hand, too bad it wasn't mine.
i cut just because it seems so right.
The dream i am having, looks like it is real.
Severed arm on my bed, bloody mess all around.
Bodies in the kitchen, silence in the house.
Tonight, i shall enter into a slumber.
Will i be safe or never be awaken again?
Will this nightmare haunt me again?
Or, will it stop and never come back?
Tonight i will pray.
Tonight i will hope.
Tonight i will wish.
Tonight i will sleep.
And i know, tonight i will dream....
Calv out!
1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?
A good friend who i met in IPRMSA club.
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Impression ya:
Friendly, Good Natured, Great dancer, Greater procrastinator, Greatest bully! =P
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:
I want to make great changes to IPRMSA club.
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:
Presevering me bullying him at times.
5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo........................................ i am straight. =P
6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
Prepare for battle! Arms ready! Tonight we shall duel!
7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
Again, it is NOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooo............................
8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
He kaput my baby (camera) or used me.
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
A W-H-A-C-K on the shoulder to say good job.
10. The overall impression of him/her is...
His favourite thing: Dance.
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
Talkative, too talkative at times or they just hate me.
It's better if i do not judge what they think about me. (Rude: Hmph, which is failing now!!, Calv: Eh, all of a sudden my emotions started to talk back??)
12. The character of you for yourself is?
Talkative, evil, willing to help at all cost, sensitive (Happy: That's why he have us in his blog!, Calv: Argh, don't say that!).
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Trying to help too much, and emo when alone.
14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Is an experience and yet honest person.
(A LOT of people say they wanna be nobody but themselves, i don't trust that!)
15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you for keeping up with my nonsense. Prepare for more.
You all know i will help out or listen if needed anything.
A "You SUCK!" to all of those who REALLY care for me!
You know what that means.
Ten people to tag:
1. Leng Tzi - TARC fella who hav the same birthday with me!! My long lost bro!
2. Grace - High school friend! Will cheer up when around her. Dunno why.
3. Charlene - Bubbly bubbly TARC fren. Part of the Sot, Dun, Blur sisterhood
4. Sara - My cousin and very close friend! We need to hang out more!!
5. Samantha - Muahahaha.. Can always bully my couz!
6. Wy Lyn - Met her not long ago. Look mysterious yet fun to be around.
7. Yvonne - My neighbour who recently move away! Sad! =P
8. Rizuan - The bastard that i met. Ponteng class all the time then tiba2 active again
9. Clement - Guys who collect so many stuff and willing to dish out money for music
10. Apan - Oi, mane you pergi ni? Long time no see!
Who is no.2 (Grace) having a relationship with?
That i dunno. She is having a good relationship with all her friends!
Is no.3 (Charlene) a male or female?
huh? See her name?
How will no.9 (Clement) react if he/she found out that his/her cell phone is lost?
Oh, i can imagine a few: Fuck wei, WTH, Diu, Ma Hai, Shit!
If no.7 (Yvonne) and no.10 (Apan) were together, would it be a good thing?
O.o Muntah darah!!
How about no.5 (Samantha) and no.8 (Rizuan)?
Sam, i advise u to run like hell!!!
What is no.1 (Leng Tzi) studying about?
Accounting(ACCA) at Sunway Piramid.
Is no.4 (Sara) single?
I dunno. Maybe yes, maybe no? Didn't ask my couz about her private life.... YET!~
Say something about no.6 (Wy Lyn)?
I'll race with you one fine day (Wisdom: If THAT day every comes. Calv: Hey!)
Calv out!
Luc at the moon, so shiny.
Child: Mom who's that? Mom: Don't go near that madman!
Jer: Luc, I AM YOU PUNYE CINA LIM PEK!!
Mae malu wanna show her face, Eliza: Just take la
Aliyyah: I want my costume like that, this, that....
William: Hmm... Scourne Man? Soup Man?
Jo semangat finding her sharp teeth.
Now where is that elusive shop???
Aliyyah: Jo, don't cry!
"How Come"
How come you always wind up changing your direction?
How come you always end up dancing through the room?
How come you always never wanna use protection?
How come you're floating like a helium balloon?
I can't keep up
You're moving too fast
I got to know
Is this gonna last?
Cause I can't tell whether you're up or you're down
This whole situation is spinning me round
Spinning me round
Spinning me round
How come you always end up changing your intentions?
How come you always wind up blowing hot and cold?
One minute honest then you're full of false pretension
Head in the clouds but still you're desperate to control, to control
I just don't know what to believe
You build me and then you bring me down on my knees
You say you want me
Then you're up and you're gone
I got to know just where you're coming from
Coming from, where you're coming from
I got to know before it's over
One way or the other
If you're stringing me along
I can't keep up
You're moving too fast
I got to know
Is this gonna last?
Cause I can't tell whether you're up or you're down
This whole situation is spinning me round
Spinning me round
Spinning me round
How come?
How come?
How come you always wind up changing your direction?
Started to listen to James Morrison. Great songs he have there.
Especially the song that i posted up.
Love it, great vibe, nice tune.
So for the first time i think, song of the month!
Presenting James Morrison - How Come.
Calv out.
R-O-A-R!!!
You!!! DIE!!!!
Who's calm now???!
Calv out!
My secret sorrow
Deep within these words,
Embedded in my heart,
Being played again and again,
I keep this secret sorrow.
Ignored by others,
Like the moon without stars,
Journey to the the lonely night,
I keep this secret sorrow.
Time after time,
Everything i knew fade away,
Leaving me here and,
I keep this secret sorrow.
Though I walk alone,
With every past I gone through,
I know I will be stronger thanks to,
This secret sorrow.
To Fly
What did birds do to fly?
Why can’t I be one of those,
That can be so high up in the sky,
Flying freely as the sun rose.
On the ground I watch them glide,
Beautiful is what has been portray,
For I know I may die,
Trying to mimic bird’s away.
Standing on the ground,
Lost in my own thoughts,
Wondering what should be done,
Trying hard not to get caught.
I then realize something,
It doesn’t matter why birds can fly,
As long as they are moving forward,
So must I!!
Just feel like putting some of my old poems out.
Calv out!
Hope this picture inspires you.
Just want to say to all, don't be so pessimistic about things.
i know i may think like that sometimes but every night, mostly, i know i would always think optimistically.
Newspapers obviously is one of the source of pessimism.
News on murder, rape, etc are usually given a slot.
Not only that, you have seen a lot of documentary on this too.
"The Earth will one day dissapear."
"We are at the last stages of life."
"The world is heading towards destruction."
"Perfect disasters are lurking around the corner."
What's up with all these statements?
Change your perception, take a new look in life.
Life is better than you think.
Take a look around, there is HOPE.
All you need to do is find it.
How do you view things? Optimistically? Pessimistically?
Calv out!
Wow, i can't believe i spend 8hours today in front of a book.
No, i am not studying. I am reading a novel.
Really a wonderful book. Just search for Darren Shan Trilogy.
Then when i was packing my table (YES, i do pack my stuff sometimes!), i saw a few things on the table.
Can you see many many words there?
Well, when i run through it, it was an appreciation letter send to me by a kid i played with for many years!
She is so cute, if only i had a picture of her!
i am very fond of kids and i used to play with her a lot!
Her name is Chloe and she will be 7 years old i think.
Imagine a 7 year-old kid writing such a long letter for me!
Too bad her family shifted to some new apartment! I miss her!!!
She was the first person who wished me Happy Birthday last year!
Was really happy throughout my birthday!!
And this post card. Eliza, from my college, recently gave it to me as a souvenir from Macau.
She bought it because i like to say "You Suck" for fun.
She couldn't find it but she found the next best thing.
i still think it is cool! Thank you so much!!
PS: Yesterday was Jeremy Choy's birthday! Happy birthday dude! I did wish you yesterday!
I wonder how many more memorable things are on my table (Never throw away stuffs!~).
Calv out!
Ever wonder what is miracle?
You heard it, say it, and thinks it is one but do you really know what is it?
"It's a miracle i pass my test!"
"i have just seen a miracle, that guy managed to avert danger at the last minute."
"It's a miracle i will be able to go through this boring lecture."
Heck, don't ask me because i don't know it as well.
i am only searching pieces of miracle.
From what i had heard:
As human, all of us share our life together on earth. Because of that we often bicker, argue, fight, rival... That is why every meeting and relationship made among us is something special. Having families, friends, lovers, enemies, memory and feelings; that is what they called pieces of miracle.
i like how it is put into perspective.
So have you found your piece of miracle?
i am still searching for mine.
Calv out!
Wow, quite a random outing today to Berjaya Time Square.
Was out with Linus, Yen Lee, Z, Agnes, Su Yee, Kristine and Ting Chian.
Was enjoying yet felt a bit weird.
Of course i enjoy the chat and spending time with them.
It was after the outing where one of our friends said we are going out somewhere which i forget what is the place called. Forgive my short term memory. Ehehe... (Rude: That's what happen to ignorant people!, Calv: Ouch.)
i thought it was just another catch up outing but i was really really wrong.
She brought me and a friend and two other people that i get to know later (Ning and Chung) to a talk.
The talk is about (as i understand it) how to broaden your mind.
Starts from 8.30pm until 10.20pm.
It.... Well, i was a little bit disappointed with Z and YL for not telling me the reason to go out.
But either way, no hard feeling or anything. Don't worry, next time just tell me the real reason and i will support you guys.
What is an outing without a cause?
Other than that, the talk was really sort of an eye opener.
ifa thima fank mait fais ama faway toma facon peoma faple thouma fagh mai mifa ghtma befa wroma fang. Forma magive fame forma dofa maubt faing.
If people understand what i wrote, then be it. Haha...
Either way, i think i heard of it before.
i have to admit that the talk was quite interesting though.
Calv out!
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