Just around the corner

Great, just great.
The finals are just around the corner and this is how much i need to take:



i know, i know. There are others who got it worse than me but i still want to complain!!!
Argh!!! Dang it. Calv, you are so smart taking 5 subjects this semester.
i am glad that there is no finals for Public Speaking!
Need more tips! Ugh!!!



Feel like tearing the book apart but must save the trees!!
Will pass this book on to torture others who take the subject in the future!
Muahahaha...



Guess i am done banging my head on the wall and other stuff.
Will start studying again in a few minutes, hours; i hope.

All the best and good luck to all who is taking their finals!!
We shall enjoy ourself after the finals ok??? That is a must!!
Shall leave with a joke (i hope it is funny):


"What??? You FORGOT to bring the can opener??!!"

Calv out!

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Song of the month!

Lovebug

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now i'm speechless
Over the edge, i'm just breathless
i never thought that i'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
i never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

i can't get your smile out of my mind
(i can't get you out of my mind)
i think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now i'm speechless
Over the edge, i'm just breathless
i never thought that i'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
i never thought that i'd get hit by this love bug again

i kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything i wished that it would be
Suddenly i forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby can't you see?

Now i'm...
Yeah oh
Now i'm speechless
Over the edge, i'm just breathless
i never thought that i'd catch this love bug again
Now i'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
i never thought that i'd get hit by this love bug again
Ohhh
Love Bug again

Calv out!

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No comment but i did

Seriously, i don't want to judge but i did.
People nowadays, i can't seem to explain it.
They are weird.
Why do they do such things?
No, i am not the victim but i am sensitive to the person's mood when they are around me.
Hope the conflict will end. Hope all goes well.
Of course this is just me hoping.

Argh, sometimes i hate people!
So i really do agree about my friend's thought that "We should all go to hell"
Sometimes, we really deserve it. Burn in the inferno.
Damn, being too emo for now. Bloody so-called-friends.

Am not the victim but still affected me indirectly.
Screw them, erase them, eliminate them.
We shall all meet in hell.

No offense to the religous people out there.

Calv out.

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Mae tagged me!

Oh HELL ! i don't dare but i'm in too deep.
Great, i feel unwell now, so please let this be temporary as i know it is hopeless for me.
But yet i want to try. At least i need to know!
COURAGE, come to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AIEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Breathe in, breathe out. Practise Aliyyah's laughing yoga!*

Ok, i rant enough for now.
To answer a tag and then tag no one.

1. What is your name?
- Calv (nothing more, nothing less xD)

2. How old are you?
- Old enough and not young enough! 20.

3. What are the 3 electronics you can’t live without?
- My handphone (it's like my PDA despite the lack of its features!), thumbdrive (convenient and it's my birthday present!) and Camera (not for me to camwhore but to take candid shots)!!!

4. Are you amazing?
- Wow, what else can i say?? Of course i am!!!!! Yea!!

5. What is the brand of the phone you are using?
- Nokia Music Xpress. Just guess the number.

6. What colour is your phone?
- It's black, it's white!

7. Have you slept in school before?
- i usually don't because i have hyperavtive disorder O.o but at times i did.

8. How long are you online in a day?
- This semester, very long. Too long!!!! Ahahahaha... Calv needs fresh air!!!

9. How would you describe yourself?
- Talkative, and all the good stuff that i can list down but Blogger will ban me for that! Classified info!

10. What’s your favourite topic to talk about?
- Owh, anything and everything! If i have to choose one, hmm... All? Can i? Please? Pretty Please?

11. Which teacher do you like?
- Hmm.... i treat every lecturer equally so that they can equally gives me high marks!! xD

12. Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
- Do you need to ask? Me, myself and i!! Yea~!

13. Who are you currently aiming on?
- The arrow is already flying to someone's head......... HEADSHOT!

14. Do you know a lot of your siblings’ secret?
- He's 11, so duh and he seriously sucks at lying as he tried and failed to copy me!

15. How do you rate your siblings?
-None but since i am such a kind hearted big brother, -10/10

16. Are your siblings gorgeous?
- i think he's adopted! No!! Just kidding! If he grows up looking like me, of course!

17. Do you judge people?
- Yes, but will not let that ruin any future friendship!

18. Do you run?
- Of course, everyday to chase the Rapid KL or the HELP Bus!

19. Are you lazy to tag people?
- Maybe. What? This is not a yes/no question!

20. Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
- Eliza. i shall scare/shock/surprise her one day to see her scared/shocked/suprised look. Now i just need to know how to evade that punch she might lashes out. Hmm... Any ideas? Nop? Fine, i'll take a risk. Curiosity never kills the cat so why worry? xD

21. What is 2 + 2?
- An integer? lolx, i will always remember my add math teacher, En. Nazalan! Aren't you proud i still remeber what you say?

22. Who is your idol?
- All of the best parts in my friends.

23. Are you a monster?
- Depends, what's the gravy for today?

24. Do you play with Barbie dolls?
- i break them apart and use it to make space ships. So does that count? =P

25. What was the last movie you watched?
- Madagascar 2. i like to move it, move it. you like to move it, move it! Yea!!

26. What do you think of your English?
- It needs to be improve but i am lazy to read those novels!!!

27. What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
- Better nowadays but not as good as when i was in my secondary school!!

28. Who do you hate?
- i hate that X, i hate the other Y and i despise Z. So, no one in particular!

29. Do you love yourself?
- If only i could marry myself! LOLX, JUST KIDDING! If i don't, will i still be typing this?

30. Blurt out 5 random words.
- Your fly is open! Ha!!!!!



And then Jones realized he can't swim.

Calv out!!

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3 down in one day!

Yes, the long absence of update is because i am doing my group project for Media Marketing and Media Management.
Also, yesterday i preparing my persuasive speech for Public Speaking.

Today, i manage to pass up the Media Marketing (All of my blood and sweat is there! Literally! Thanks Eliza by a million as well!) and Media Management (Thanks to the whole group for the contribution!).

Other those two group assignments, which marks the END of all the Media's assignments, i had also done my Public Speaking's Persuasive speech! So no more Public Speaking as well!!!!

That's three down, and three to go i guess.





"No Rex, bad dog! Fetch the STICK, not him!"

Calv out!

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Thank you all!!!

There is a lot but i WILL type it out!
Here goes:
Mom
Dad
Tristan

Eliza
Mae
Jeremy
Joanna To them: THANKS FOR THE PARTY and present!!
Aliyyah
William
Isabel

Agnes
CHLOE <---- there you go! =P
Yvonne
Wani
Kristine
Jessica
Kiah
Charlene
Mun Yee
Leng Tzi
Athilia
Wei Hon
Su Yee
Uncle Peng
Sara
Samantha
Yinnie
Kylie
Grace Lee
David
Rizuan
Benjamin
Shermaine
Felix
Kim Lee
Lisa
Sean
Vennie
Kien Boon
Linus
Li Wen
Patricia
Kellen
Nidi
Alexa
Dian
Lydia
Apan
Vincent
and if i miss anyone else, THANK YOU for the wishes!!!

For today's party, i was a little quiet because i was shocked.
i didn't celebrate my birthday most of the time other than with my parents.
So i was literally silenced when Eliza, Mae, Jeremy, Isabel, Aliyyah, Joanna and William throw me a birthday party at Pizza Hut.
Looks like i will be going on a diet for the moment! =P

But, was really glad and thankful for what you guys and gals did!
Appreciate it with all my heart and soul.

THANKS A MILLION PLUS ONE!!!

Oh ya, thanks for the present as well!
i like it a lot and am using it now!

Calv out! (with a smile)

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ADP Ball 2008 - Cosa Nostra

The ADP Ball on the 7th of November 2008.
Theme: The Godfather.

First Ball i attend in HELP University College.
It was at Impiana KLCC and it was hectic yet fun.
Why hectic? Busy taking photograph.
Why fun? Enjoyed myself with my friends!
Let the pictures do the talking:

















Muahahahaha... Pictures of me *trying* to look cool and silly pictures of me as well.
At least at the end of the night, err early in the morning, i enjoyed it a lot.
Hope the next prom/ball will be as fun as this!
Calv out!

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No more!

In the near future, i might be:

for the moment.


Need to set my mind straight.
Why am i doing it?
Is it because of the passion?
Is it because of the satisfaction?
Is it because of the anticipation?

i really don't know.
i don't think i am that good but they say i am...
For all i know, the sole reason for me to take photos is to continue another person's dream...

i need to think now.
i want to take picture for myself instead for others.
Everytime i hold the camera, it doesn't feel natural.

It's not my interest, i have been lying to myself.
My zest for this is not here or anywhere.
So let me part with this for the moment.

Calv out.

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What's up doc?

i know everyone goes through this.
When you fall sick, your parents/relatives will always advise you to take a certain medicine as if they have the qualification for it.
No, i am not saying this is bad.

Now imagine this (basically my situation today); your mom, dad and grandmother arguing what is the best medicine to cure my cold and flu.

"It's this chinese herb!"
"That won't do, he needs the flu medicine the doctor gave me last month"
"Why don't let him take that small red color pill instead?"
"That's not strong enough, he needs the white square shaped pill"

i find it quite funny as they argue because none of them knows what is really wrong.
In the end, of course, my grandmother won and i have to take two chinese pill a.k.a. the miracle pill.
Why miracle pill? Don't really know.
My grandmother will ask me to swallow this pills all the time before other treatment.
She was sure that it will work all the time.
Well, here goes!

The "miracle pill" is on the left. Not promoting medicine i mention.

Later at my parent's home, my mom suggested that i should take the red pills tomorrow.
i wonder how many more pills i need to take to satisfy all parties?
So many choices but i do hope that i will get better before the "Cold War II" starts again.

If all parents/relatives are like that, i pity all the doctors and congratulate all the pharmacist in the world.

Calv out!

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Not prepared!

Oh great, i dread tomorrow, err... i mean today!
Public speaking's commemorative speech is up and i am not bloody farking prepared!
To top that up, i have sore throat until i can't talk today!
Six to seven minutes of pure agonizing speech, no preview, review and attention grabber.
Everyone will stare at my mistake or pass ridiculous judgement.
Stupid Public Speaking, stupid Kannan, stupid laziness!

Complain all i want but i am still wasting precious time here.
i need motivation!!! i need 100 plus!
Gah!!! Better start memorizing something this instance.

Think positive! i will do great, i will knock them dead, i will see Avril!
And my mind starts wondering off again.

Calv out!

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